I am at a point in my life where I’m WORKING in certain situations to show emotion since I have very little, if any, to give.
I’ve been told it’s a *fake it ’til you make it mentality* and you’re supposed to go through the motions of life, and eventually your emotions should follow. I’m not sure it works, and I’m honestly, not sure it will work.
Sometimes I think you’re hurt so bad that it’s very hard to get past that. And I know, there are those that will say, God can get you past anything. Those people also don’t have my perspective or life experiences.
I’m here, and I’m trying. That’s all I can do at this point in my life.