It was bound to happen, of course. I’ve been too busy to think about it very much. But today was different. It has been raining since this morning with thunderstorms this afternoon. It’s coming a downpour as I type. The pastures are flooded, my arena is probably floating away, and it’s turned cooler. I won’t say cold, because, people, after you’ve experienced real cold, 40 degrees doesn’t count.
I know I shouldn’t go here; because I should be having fun and doing what I love, that’s what he’d want. But today I can’t help it. To quote my one of my favorite singers, “Rain on the window makes me lonely”. That’s Miranda Lambert in case any of you didn’t know. The barrel race for tonight is canceled. And the big barrel race I was considering attending in Oklahoma this weekend has been cancelled. They don’t have lights in that town as of this afternoon. Ice has apparently knocked out their electricity. Seems like there’s lots of that going around lately!
So right now, I just want to hug him. And tell him I love him, and thank him for being so good to me. I realize that I am blessed. I get to do what I want to do, what I love to do everyday. He is the one that gets stuck in the tractor, or worse yet, has to take care of chickens while I am away. It’s not that I haven’t missed you before, but today Zach, today I miss you. XOXO
The Wife says
Awww, sweetie, sorry you’re missin’ him so. I’ve been there. The husband and I used to spend a lot of time apart. Some days it just hits you harder than others. I hope you can get outdoors soon to busy yourself. The weather really put a damper on things, huh! ((Hugs))
Kristen @ Motherese says
What a lovely insight into your relationship – and, at the same time, a poignant reflection on how something as unavoidable as the weather can shape the dynamics of emotion and feeling.
I hope that the rain will end soon.
Thank you for your comment on my guest post at IslandRoar. I enjoyed my visit to your blog.
DD Williams says
I just love that picture of you and yr cowboy! 🙂
Sunny skies are coming – promise!
And you’ll be squeezing your sweetie again before you know it.
xo
~DD
Weekend Cowgirl says
Love the picture!
Maureen@IslandRoar says
How could you not miss him?
I’m just so happy for you that you have him to miss!
Glad they are doing okay with all that weather.
Thought of them when I saw the news.